I scream, you scream...

We all scream for ICE CREAM! Ever since  I started this thing, the only type of food I have been craving is ice creamm! I'm sorry I haven't written in a little bit, but I've been pretty good. A few slips of eating after 8pm because of my night class, but other than that I'm on track! I just made up a schedule to work in the studio and I think that will help me a lot. I've been drinking water constantly and I see improvements!

This is going to be short, but I'll tell more another day. Enjoy your rainy Friday bloggers :)

mentally drained.

Hey bloggers! I'm very very tired today, so this is going to be short, sweet and to the point! I feel yucky today! I've drank water the entire day..woo hoo go me! I ate after 8pm..whoopsie! That was only because I had night class and when I got home, I hadn't eaten since earlier that day! But I had toast so that's better than other things I could have eat. I wrote a 6 page paper today, yuck! I had a yummy wheat wrap with some berries for lunch. I have the worst migraine everrrr! Poopy :( Soooooo bloggers, I'm off to study for a midterm then pass out. Good night!

good evening...

Hey there bloggers!

So I'm a lil sorry I forgot to write yesterday..but I'm here now! Don't worry. So yesterday I was very good. I went to a confirmation and left before the cake... phew! I also walked right pass the dessert table. Go Me! After eating what was healthy from the selection, my mother and myself scurried off to my sisters dance recital. When my tummy began a rumblin I decided to go grab a snack. And of course, the woman in front of me takes the LAST WATER! and the last two bags of pretzels. What was I stuck with?! Not much, lemme tell ya that! So i snagged what looked to be better than the candy bars, some granola bars. Not the best, but better than chocolate! Later that night we had hamburgers. I know, I know, not the best but it was ehh, alright. I had 1 hamburg and some fries. And another rule I forgot to mention, I don't eat after 8pm, your body can't digest as easy after then!

And Monday, today...was alright. I had an everything bagel thin this morning for breakfast, and an apple around 11:15. I didn't really eat lunch...I had some chips and dip at the boyfriends house and decided enough is enough! So I had 1 laughing cow cheese thingy then waited til dinner time. My boyfriends belly rang and I answered! I made pasta with an alfredo sauce, which I didn't care for too much and some chicken. I hate the appropriate proportions, and yet felt a little icky afterwards..hmm not sure why!

And these past two days, I have drank nothing but water! And surprisingly, I feel good. I was tellin the boyfriend that I'm only going to drink water..and he was like whaaatt ?! you're going to give up all other drinks?! I said yuuup :)

soooooo, bloggers! I found this picture on Pinterest and it made me think of how women are kinda born to be perfectionists of our own bodies. I mean come on, when you see another woman don't tell me you don't do this... the first thing you do is you compare weight. Well she's skinnier than I am, so she's better than me... or Well she's heavier than I am, so I'm better than her. Seriously girls, we all do this to ourselves and I've realized it's time to stop! I'm working on it, so why don't you?

Thanks for your love & support.

what's goin on!?

Alrighty bloggers, I've created yet another blog. I know I know, soooooo many! Well this one is a good one, I can tell. But I kinda need your help and support. Ever since I was little, I've always struggled with my weight. And from here on out, I'm going to share every detail about the journey to become a healthier and happier me! I've created a list that I will post all over my room and will help me motivate myself. Here it is:

•  Drink water constantly.
• Wake up a half hour earlier every morning to stretch, do crunches and push ups.
• Eat better food, and have them be accurate proportions.
• No more soda or any other beverage.
• No more going out to eat.
• IF I go out to eat, look for less calorie meals advertised.
• No more ice cream.
• Frozen Yogurt once every two weeks.
• More fruits and veggies.
• Take walks and work in the studio.
• Begin a regular sleeping schedule.
• Make my bed every morning.
• Spend more time outside.
• Get a natural tan, instead of fake crud.
• No more shopping.
• Find jobs.
• Concentrate on school work.
• Enjoy family time.
• Pray.
• Read more books.
• Love life.

 One thing I know, is I will always have the support of my boyfriend. Every day he tells me how beautiful I am, but for me hearing it isn't enough. I need to see it, so here I am on my journey. But, I love you babe. <3

So dear bloggers, any suggestions I would love to hear! Don't be shy!